Homecoming..

I can't really say that I despise it. Only that I wish that it had no form of dancing whatsoever. Oh. btw I am not going to the homecoming dance this year. In fact. I have never gone to it at all. Maybe next year, whan I have trimmed down a bit. Because.. I have to admit, I am quite...round. Not really round, but I guess it wouldn't kill me to lose a few pounds. It bothers me that I have a weight set in my house, and I hardly ever use it. I enjoy lifting weights, but I don't think I'll be in any competitions anytime soon. I just lift to tone my arms.. Anyway... i might do the homecoming Game.. just not the dance. BTW I am typing in blue because it the Junior class color. I am a junior, and I want to at least not feel left out in the class as a whole...

My Greetings and love to all who read this.

...Happy!?

Well. I Can't say that I am indeed happy. Not from what happened this weekend. First off, I would like to apologize for my whining, but I have nobody else to talk to. All my other friends are in class. Anyway... I am sore from work. they made us shovel gravel along an eight'Wide path down about a quarter mile for eight hours. Oh well. I need the intense exercise. Then. My mom got in a fight with my stepdad. Some things happened, and now he's in jail for Domestic Violence and possession of 2 bags of cocaine..... ugh. Sometimes, I have no idea how I am realted to all this mess. At least there's the warm embrace of Fausto and comforting words of Marvin... along with the interesting words of some people that would probably remain annonymous. In any case, even random people deserve respect. I am going to go now. Hopefully, my life will get better with each passing moment...

I met Her..

He introduced me to her today. I ditched fourth hour to go see my friend. She's nice, but didn't really talk to me. Who would, in a group of your own kind? I mean, I was the only junior in that clique... oh well. As long as someone talks to me, I'll be okay... Well, I better go now, for I am somewhat happy, but at the same time, I am a bit... distant. Good day to you all. Oh. Before I forget. Any advice from anyone on getting two more lip piercings?? I already have three, but I am thinking about getting two more on the corners of my mouth...

Love!?

Who are we but to succumb to love's poison arrow?

I'm one to say Love is for children and Fools, but now I have fallen to the sweet but sad call of a rather Interesting fellow. He wants me to go with him and his new gf to see... a movie. But I don't tag along. Plus, I've already seen the movie... Once is enough for me.

So... Can I defeat this demanding emotion?

Against My beliefs...

... I need a bf/gf... I don't mean like... to have to fool around with, no. I mean that in the nicest way possible. It's just... I have, ... aw, fuck it. I don't like anyone cuz they're way too much of a pervert to say anything nice... Anyway, I hate this school for making me so lonely. The only lust I seem to fufill is my passion in Art and ... yeah, mostly art. I am sorta sad because I have not yet seen a damn episode of Bleach within two friggin weeks. Well, I have myself to blame for that blunder. I have been doing meaningless tasks like homework, chores. ETC. Well, I have somewhere else to act like an idiot. I depart on these words... EGADS!! lol Nathan, if ur reading this... HIII!!!